ELEMENTAL EARTH

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WATER

   AIR

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FIRE  

EARTH

krafla fire
turf village

. . .
I
found myself
immersed
head first
blindly saturated
in Icelandic elements
. . .

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FIRE


Once, while meditating amongst the spiky sculptures of a lava field, I had a vision of the Earth embodied. The fires and steams and sulfurous pools surrounding me were the outward signs of her inner workings - akin to our own digestive fires - a constant source of fuel and warmth. 

...man’s body is a stove, and food the fuel which keeps up the internal combustion...
The grand necessity, then, for our bodies, is to keep warm, to keep the vital heat in us.
— HENRY DAVID THOREAU - WALDEN
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lava field berserkjahrune
myvatn steaming ground
krafla geothermal pool

EARTH


Inside the tiny, turf-walled church of Nupsstadur the air smelled like old wood, incense and musty corners. It was warm. Close. The ceiling brushing my head. It was dark in there, but for the piercing light of one window. I sat on an old bench, sang a song of loving presences, feeling deeply moved by the atmosphere. I could feel the Earth wrapped around me, grass creeping up the walls outside; it was a comforting feeling, like a deep hug. 

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WATER


We spent one night on a mountainside, camped above a town of twenty houses. The darkness and the cold rain pushed us into our tent at around 7pm. 

During the night the rain came down so hard it pierced the tent walls, came under the flaps and drenched our every belonging. 

I don't think my clothes were ever fully dry anyway.

. . .

At other times, water was a soother, a soft voice in my ear. A memory comes back to me: of a calm morning. We had stripped in the half light, in a field just outside of the town of Djúpivogur. My feet were first burnt by the frozen grass, then doubly by the waters of the hot pool we had found - just a small tub overflowing with spring waters. It was Oliver's birthday that day. We watched the sun form a disc over the flat lands, its half light illuminating each hillock till finally the sky was swathed in a blaze of purple. It was a slow sunrise, and we spoke very little, just content to watch. I had to sit on the ledge of the pool at intervals, allowing the morning air to draw the heat from my body, turning rivulets to small clouds, till I sank back in to the waters, letting them hold me a little, lull me, even.

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waterfall ice cave
jokulsarlon beach ice
hidden hot pool iceland
dynjandi waterfall
seljalandsfoss waterfall

AIR


Imagine a landscape singed by a wind so fierce, it would blow the very hopes out of even the toughest tree-seed.

All plants in the area were low-lying: close cropped bilberry bushes and stunted grasses that, together with the rolling hills, made the whole land look like a scene from some crater-ous planet. 

We were walking the lonely stretch between Jökulsárlón and Breidárlón - a 20km return journey during which we saw no other person. There were seals, though, popping out of the water in ones and twos to watch us pass. 

Over the hill now, and a little to the right, and the wind that had been tugging at our backpack covers suddenly kicked up into such a gale it very nearly ripped them from our packs. All the airs of the world, it seemed, were being funneled through some small gap in the hills, then rushing on they passed shrieking over the glacier and into the bare highlands. We took it in turns to stand leaning into the gale - perpetually falling and being driven back upright.

. . .

Nights at Jökulsárlón lagoon were quite different. We lived beside this ever-changing puzzle of glacier pieces for 5 days. Living in the tiny car afforded us some the best views in the land, and I was always watching.

Now sunny, and the ice turns blue, and sends forth bouncing rays of light that catch in my eyelashes.

Now foggy, the hordes of daytrippers disappear, disappointed, leaving only a few inquisitive folks (and us) to solve the mysteries of the icebergs in the mist. These were my preferred moments. A stillness crept over all things, and the stones a small boy threw into the mirror-waters made a deep plunking noise. There was no wind, but the air seemed heavy.

In the night I could hear the icebergs creaking and cracking, and the sky would always break out into a billion stars and the faint glints of the Aurora would begin. Each night these skydancers would greet us - shining in at the windows, brighter than any moon, drawing me out like a moth to gaze at them under a naked sky till it was too cold to bear it. Sometimes the Aurora's lights seemed to move above the clouds, one time they were so close overhead I could have reached out a little and grabbed at the tail end. But I would not have grasped at any substantial part of them; they seem to be made of air, and yet not air; light, but only its distant relation - beaming forth from an unseen realm. They are the spirits of the sky.

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FIRE & WATER

fire and water

 

PSEUDOCRATER

noun.

: a volcanic landform created by the cooling of molten lava in wet lands.


And how beautiful they were, these embankments and embodiments of complete destructive force. A landscape birthed during a quarrel of the elements, resulting in a rendering and wrenching of the crust.

A deconstruction, of sorts.

I thought to myself a while about the nature of things.

. . .

Here is what I thought:

The beauty of this land exists not in spite of the destruction that occurred here, but wholly because of it. Sometimes an event can seem utterly ruinous, but will act as the catalyst for a beautiful and powerful change.

A phoenix arises from the ashes.

Destruction is just another form of creation.

 

myvatn lake
volcanic rock
pseudocraters
fire and water
waves
red land burning
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icelandic sheep
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pseudocrater edge
myvatn

For those wondering where to find such an impressive landscape - 
look to Myvatn, in the North of Iceland.

RECONNECT

standing rock iceland

ROOTED

from the word root (verb) I \ˈrüt, ˈru̇t\

1. to establish roots (a plant or cutting)
2. establish deeply and firmly
3. have as an origin or cause


WE ARE ROOTED IN THIS EARTH

Our ancestors came from the Earth. Ancient Sumerians believed that the God Enki created humans from a mixture of clay and blood; this idea, that our species was formed from clay, is echoed everywhere: from the Bible to the Quran, Greek myth to Incan legend. 

Scientists, too, tell us a story of humanity's formation - from small particles of carbon, we were given a shape that shifted and changed - moulded by the hands of time. We were formed in the wild of this Earth, when trees covered the land, and we moved from the wood to venture in the world, taking to caves during the rains. But ever we spent our days outside, ever we relied on the land to feed and clothe and protect and nourish us. 

When we separate ourselves from the Earth, thinking that we dislike the dirt and the cold and the wind, dislike to be outdoors, that we are 'above' such things, then we are kidding ourselves. Our origins are still rooted firmly in the Earth, even if our fruit and vegetables may be foraged from shiny white aisles, packaged in brightly coloured boxes.

To separate ourselves from the wild by so many walls, so many degrees, is to simply enamel a gilt box to trap ourselves in. Even if we spend a whole weekend, or a lifetime, indoors, we cannot escape our need for nature. It only causes us to forget that we need it. For, what happens when we awake one morning to find that the Earth no longer fruits, when the organisms in the soil die out faster than they can regenerate while we spray them with killing potions? When the waters are poisoned, or become too acidic, or are dried up altogether? When the air we breath is no longer breathable? These things, above all else, we rely on to sustain our every moment.

And we may not kid ourselves any longer that our current lifestyles are benign - that they have no affect upon the Earth. To learn of the immediate affects of the Western lifestyle, we need only look to China: that great and varied landmass we have chosen as prime real estate to outsource our modern production methods. Who in their right minds would look at the damage caused by such an outpouring of plastic and pollution and particles and garbage and consumer desire and wish that upon their own country?
But, out of sight means out of mind, right? 

No, we say. It is time, we say. Now, more than ever, we are awakening and asking ourselves what is to be done about the state of things. 

. . .

 

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REWILDING OURSELVES


When asked what we need to do to help our world, Zen Master Thich Nhat Hanh answered:

What we most need to do is to hear within us the sound of the earth crying. (These are) the bells of mindfulness calling us to be attentive, to wake up and listen. The Earth needs our attention. It needs us to help heal its body, damaged by our exploitation, and also its soul, wounded by our desecration, our forgetfulness of its sacred nature. We need to act from a place of real awareness, attentive to the outer and inner need of the Earth.
— THICH NHAT HANH - SPIRITUAL ECOLOGY

 

This kind of listening happens when we become attentive, grounding ourselves in the present moment while we are in nature. This is a return to the Earth, a re-cultivating of our personal relationship with the great Mother - the one who nourishes all lives. 

When we are grounded, that is, when we connect with the Earth through our senses, we may begin to understand her better and thus to respect her more; to even care for her genuinely - as we care for our own health and the health of our families. In fact, it would be revealed to us that these matters are inextricably linked. Let a love of this Earth and a humble gratitude for all she provides guide our important decisions, and you may rest assured that this alone would motivate each person to change their mode of living. Just as we now know what a 'healthy diet' is, but may lack the motivation to eat it, so it is with our environment: we know what needs to change, but the motivation to change must come from within. 


I have heard the Earth crying. While walking on a beach strewn with a thousand glistening shards of a nearby glacier. I heard her weeping.

I have also heard her laugh, when she blossoms in the cherry trees, and sends forth a million bright butterflies. 

I have listened, hand to rock, to hear the deep voice of waterfalls long gone.

Listening needn't be limited to the hearing organs, but can also be practiced through the other senses. 

I can root myself in the Earth, pay every drop of my attention to her, even for just a moment. 

I listen like this for a long while when I stand in the pine forest to the East of our house,

and when I sit amongst the rocks and nodding foxgloves, becoming part of the scenery from my window.

I have felt the shift in airs before storms,

have watched the plume-throated Tui gather wool from the fences for its nest,

have felt for yams like nuggets of gold in the cool earth,

have listened to the silence of 24 winters.

Grounding brings me a great joie de vivre - a love of life itself. 

. . .

It was with an intent to listen that we came to Iceland - an intent to reconnect with the Earth through this landscape that speaks more openly than any other I have met with...

Soft voices now in the dark under the shifting lights of the Aurora;
Now loud and with a screaming in the wind,
And the raw bubbling power of the geothermal hotpots (excuse her as she belches).
Loving sweet nothings: the bilberries gathered and eaten in the wild close-cropped hillocks. 

 

prayer to the earth
lava rock iceland
grounding earthing feet
northern lights iceland
behind the waterfall
icelandic horses
offerings
You think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You’ll learn things you never knew, you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they’re worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other,
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

You can own the earth and still
All you’ll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind
— VANESSA LYNN WILLIAMS - COLORS OF THE WIND
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